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Human by yaoi-maniac-freak, literature

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Human

Why are this pain here? Why is this pain so real? Why Well it´s here because you're human The pain is here because you have a heart Pain and blood Blood and flesh Flesh and blood becomes a human But what it need´s a heart to live and feel pain A heart of blood and flesh A heart In that dark place in your chest Can you see that place? Yes, you can Because you can see your heart And that what makes us human

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The little girl by yaoi-maniac-freak, literature

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The little girl

"Did you see that little girl who did stand there yeah! she is so fat!...but don't tell her no I'm not going to that!" the little girl did hear what they did say and got very angry she did get so mad that she did beat them up and the teacher come running to stop the fight but it was too late to save the little girl who had become a demon in a human form after that she was never the same the little girl just sat at the roads end and waited for the death to take her but he never come so she started to cut herself and build muscle but in the end she still wait that death shall take her and then no more pain will exise "The world

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Red flower

"i love you" this was the word I said when you left me you said that you loved me but that we never could be together because no one did see our true love and the bullying should never end if we not ended our deep love "I understand" I couldn't say that you where wrong I couldn't and those words did make a deep scar in my heart and know I regret it all what I did say and what I didn't say "my red flower of love"

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Doitsu~ by cosplay-violin, journal

Doitsu~

Dec 1, 2012

France/ Francis Bonnefoy (½) You love yourself () You like members of both sexes (½) You can cook () You favourite flowers are roses () You like to steal other people's arts () You like reading smut novels () You like France's laugh () You think you're better than everyone else Total: 1 America/ Alfred Jones () You think you're a hero (X) You're scared of horror movies (½) You like fast food (X) You read comic books () You believe in aliens () You tend to stick your nose in everyone's business (x) You love video games () You think everyone involves around you Total: 3½ England/ Arthur Kirkland (½) You love to read (½) Yo

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Weeeee!

Dec 8, 2012

In about an hour me and my family (~cosplay-violin (https://www.deviantart.com/cosplay-violin), :iconthered-queen: and :iconxmarinux:) are going into town, while wearing our Homestuck wigs xD Just the wigs though since it's winter and probably -20C or something outside, haven't checked yet. But yeah, it's gonna be awesome. Well be Dave, John, Human!Karkat and Human!Gamzee. I'm in kind of a dilemma wether to put my make-up on or not, I might get arressted xD

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STRONG faith! by tHeReD-QUEEN, journal

STRONG faith!

Jul 4, 2012

Okay guys. I don't care if I have to do this alone, but I am beating this thing from now on! My depression is not going to control me anymore. I PROMISE you guys that I will try as hard as I can possibly try. I will work on my art and soon I will make beautiful and funny art for you! I'm gonna work hard so I can buy that tablet as soon as possible. I'm gonna learn how to use it right and I'm gonna draw. I'm going to survive.

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The little girl

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

May 20
Finland
Deviant for 13 years
She / Her

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im like a littel emo or a littel of everything
im not a great person or a bad person
i do things my one way
just like everyone else
trying to find my way in this dark world

when my heart beats the most
is when am alone and when nobody look
my heart will start to cry
i can feel my heart cry so hard that tears starts to fall
this is the time when i think im alone in this dark world

but then i can hear somebody
call my name far in the distance
and i can see my friends
smiling to me
like am not alone anymore
and this dark world starts being lighter
and i can understand
who it is to live
and be happy

a text written by: me
and who the world can look some times when youre sad

Current Residence: Finland
Favourite genre of music: hip-hop and more
Wallpaper of choice: those who look nice!
Favourite cartoon character: almost everyone
Personal Quote: "smile no matter what"

Favourite Visual Artist

eminem

Favourite Movies

have to many!

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

blood on the dance floor,x japan and much more

Favourite Gaming Platform

playstation 2

Other Interests

animal,anime,manga and much more

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yaoi-maniac-freak

Dec 9, 2013

it's been a loong time....

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I haven't been here on a whey loong time... and i'm sorry! I mena... I miss you all but my life been like hell... work, boys (no, I don't have a boyfriend) and been druk.. moving ..... And today I will get a kitty, It's a new life for me, I got dumped now from one boy I just met and started to deit. He was nice and it was my brouthers friend. And today he said no more deiting. I'm okay with that, just a little sad. I lost my ex boyfriend just some months ago, and now this... owell... I got a plan... I will live my life like I wanna live it! I just hope you all still understand me and will be my friend. Love ya!! <3

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yaoi-maniac-freak

Dec 12, 2012

long time no see

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Hello!! :D Its been a while -.-' .... im sori but a lot have happend both good and bad things but see on the future i see the light ^^ soo me is happy right now but i have a lot to do when this years are about to end... but im happy to can be here and see how all are doing ^^ some things to an other... im still have some problems but i going to be fine! :) have a great week everyone! :heart:

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yaoi-maniac-freak

Oct 3, 2012

Yep ^^

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[x] You love hoodies. [x] You love jeans. [x] Dogs are better than cats. [x] It's hilarious when people get hurt and fall. [x] You've played with/against boys on a team [ ] Shopping is torture. [/] Sad movies suck. [ ] You own an XBOX. [x] You played with Hot Wheels or Matchbox cars as a little kid. [x] At some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter. [x] You owned a DS, PS2, or Sega. [ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers. [x] You watch sports on TV. [ ] Gory movies are cool. [ ] You used to go to your dad for advice. [ ] You have at least 1 trophy of a sport. [x] You used to play Yu-Gi-Oh. [x] Baggy sweat p